okay. not that interesting.
after an actual stimulating conversation at odd hours this morning, i think the reason i am not interested in putting myself out there and playing the game is because i am not interested in playing games. all the fake stuff does not pique my interest in any way. i understand to some extent one must put up with the malarkey and play along. and to some extent i will. but i think my tolerance for shenanigans is far lower than average. (maybe.)
however, i did just make and have some good indian food. so there's that.
at least I pray at night to something other than the ceiling