you know when you've gone to the grocery store hungry but instead of buying everything you are standing in an aisle with no idea what you want. nothing looks particularly good, it all just seems like food. that's sort of how i feel about everything at the moment. i don't know what i want in someone else. i don't know where i want to live. i don't know where i want to spend time off. such is life.
maybe not from the directions you are staring at