i want for things i probably shouldn't, and certainly needn't, and i fear that i feel the worse for it. one of my many faults is the difficulty i find in feeling content. because i think wanting some things is reasonable and maybe healthy, but then there i am again. either content (fat and lazy) or wanting (capitalist malcontent). maybe there's a happy medium blah blah blah..
i'll fake it through the day, with some help