hmm, so what's been up. not much. tennis, swimming, etc., and classes started for summer on monday. (less than enthusiastic) 'yay.' taking 14 weeks of work for a normal semester class and shoving it into 6 weeks adds up to a lot of cramming. and it's only the third day of classes.

just to say, i'm addicted to Sobe Elixer (orange carrot) drink. yep.

didn't get to see the infamous 'her' on tuesday (yesterday). and to be completely honest, i'm rather pessimistic at this point. before we got together to talk last wednesday i was feeling similar, and it turned out that she seemed somewhat interested as well (meaning i'm obviously interested in her). well, i'm getting that same pessimistic vibe again (not unusual for me). it just doesn't seem like she wants the same things i do (and no, i don't mean anything perverse by that). she says she wants to talk, and i believe that, but i think it might end up being more for closure than for anything else. and i think/hope she knows that's fine and i'll accept that, but i'd rather it not be such an encounter. Reizende Brille.

so i actually had my serve going fairly well on monday night (when i played tennis). got a reasonably quick 3 sets in, and won them love, one, and two respectively. i wanted the triple bagel, but that was by far my best this summer, so i'll take it and be content. and no i don't play for a team, just for fun.

i'd say "wish me luck" with the whole 'her' situation, but at this point i think i need a lot more than just luck.