so there are plenty of times, throughout the day even sometimes, when i want to be closer to someone. from simple things of thinking about walking to my car from lunch and having someone interlock her arm with mine and lean on my arm, to more complicated. aaand, hypothetically at least, i could be with someone. by that i mean surely such people exist.
but.. i don't really feel like i would be good for other people. i feel a little toxic. i'm not sure what it is but i've been keeping my distance lately. oh well.