i've had the urge to write lately but with nothing much to say. maybe with the report having gone out and nothing to do, the insides of my head want an outlet.

this is the first night in more than i can recall that i haven't fallen asleep in the middle of the evening only to wake up and have a ruined night. fingers crossed and all that.

all i really want at this point is when i'm done shifting gears, is someone's thigh to rest my hand on. that's all.

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