two people told me over the weekend, one drunk and one under their breath, that i always get my way (or push to). and it stung both times. it's not the first time i've heard that but it's difficult (for me) to cut it off when it's happening because i can't usually see it at the moment.

and i'm not sure i can decipher just being honest with wanting it my way. so don't ask. and i try to keep my answers brief or not interject, and then i'm being anti-social or short. i'm not saying i like that it has hurt people but i am saying i'm not sure i know how to be different.

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