this shouldn't be news. but if i give you most of my day, show you places that i like and tasty food. and if i do something with you that you wanted. don't ask me why 'x' didn't happen.
and i don't think i'm so amazing, my time so precious, my decisions so perfectly made that i cannot be questioned. when i go out of my way for someone, having it thrown back in my face is somewhere between frustrating and infuriating. that's a flaw of mine, i'm aware. but i don't repeat that mistake with the same person. it's probably the only lesson i get right away.
a million bad habits to kick