i think whenever i've felt this disconnected before it has been post breakup. and that makes sense, or it does to me anyway. but this is not one of those times.
and i don't feel the pain of particular separation, of not having someone around or to do things with. just the odd feeling of general separation. and like those other times, i can drown it out but only for somewhat brief lengths of time.
maybe it is as easy as choosing to connect. maybe.
put your tiny hand in mine