a friend of mine got a little drunk tonight and asked how i had messed up this most recent relationship.

i told him that i did stupid things and that these were the consequences.

it probably would have been healthier if he had pressed further but the combination of other people feeling awkward and i think he felt bad for me ended the q&a period fairly quickly.

a boyfriend of a friend of a friend told us about being let off of multiple DUIs and flipping his car after drinking. he was drinking tonight, and then drove home.

i decided that i should stop looking for someone. i had a loving relationship and ruined it. i don't have the right to harm other people. i should be quieter, listen more, be more considerate, and most of all alone.

i hate that these are effectively new year's resolutions but you don't always get to choose when your drunk friends provide moments of clarity.



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