and i could put this in an email instead, but given all of that, probably best that i leave it at this. so that when you read it, you can leave it at that.
i've been thinking about you often of late; and when i get too far down the road i stop myself by pretending it would have dead ended regardless. to be honest, i'm not so sure.
who knows. who cares. at this point it's all academic anyway.