something i miss about spending time with one person is their fleeting expressions, oftentimes requiring specific circumstances to elicit. the one where she is concentrating or trying very hard to do something. or when she puts her hair up. the look of genuine surprise. i get to see these particles of other people's lives at times and i tend to wonder if someone else caught it too. if it is even to be caught or if, perhaps, i am giving it significance it does not deserve. it's irrelevant.