it is just another division of my thoughts, which are already quite scattered. (at least according to the number of different places in which i write things.)
it sort of defeats the idea i've tried to stick to here. i want to be able to write anything, no matter how personal or embarrassing it may be, or how awkward it may make things. and yet, i'm not.
in the end i write less here when i would rather write more.
if i were to write, in shorthand, what i expect out of all of this, it would read:
out of my thoughts