i have a veritable (long) ton of other crap to think about and do, do not misunderstand. i have found no magic elixir. for this one bit of life though, at least during the past few days, it feels more clean slateesque, but not that exactly. more like, instead of lugging about a steamer trunk, i have a notebook and pen.
this is more of a journal entry reminder to myself than anything else.
.. i hope we passed the audition.