there are things to be recorded, but i am not sure if this is the best place to put them.

i'm not sure what to make of it though. it, of course, being the idea of something just this side of nothing. (yet?) it is a very interesting thing to let loose inside my head, as it tends to wander around.

i am not sure what to think about it, or if i even should be thinking about it at this point. but it is rather difficult to stop, and i would prefer not to anyway.

it is a difficult spot between warning others to avoid me and desiring that contact. that interaction. do you really want to agree to sell me the car? i might back out. do you really want to plan an outing? i might not show. do you really want to kiss me? you might regret it. everything is a fine line between not invading others' agency and trying to save them the grief.

funny that i have avoided the real occupier of my thoughts.. mostly.



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number 9.. .   .? andy andy andy, get your adverbs here

but i cant think of right words to say