but what i cannot figure out is why this particular crush of thoughts is so obvious to me. what i mean is, maybe some of these thoughts are important, and should not be dismissed.
that. or maybe i just usually have an empty head and so this is sticking out because i have noticed the lack of a vacuum between my ears.
it is nice not to be sick, but i am tired of getting my hopes up. i won't stop them from going up and becoming dashed, but it gets old. and less and less exciting.
and i don't need to see you every single day, but i'd like to..