and while i guess i cannot say this was without some foreshadowing, the general sensation of it was and is surreal. something very real and essential is missing, and in its place is something that my body is rejecting. it aches and feels foreign and weighty.
nothing seems to help. not for long. i am starting to get curious about what will eventually displace it, crush it, or swallow it whole. and i do not know whether or not i should worry.
one thing at a time..
i find it funny that you never even knew