the only thing i can equate it to, at the moment, is waking up after a surprise operation. i say surprise because when i woke up and my wisdom teeth were gone, it was not news. that was the plan from the beginning.

and while i guess i cannot say this was without some foreshadowing, the general sensation of it was and is surreal. something very real and essential is missing, and in its place is something that my body is rejecting. it aches and feels foreign and weighty.

nothing seems to help. not for long. i am starting to get curious about what will eventually displace it, crush it, or swallow it whole. and i do not know whether or not i should worry.

one thing at a time..

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11.08.06
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number 9.. . .? andy andy andy, get your adverbs here

i find it funny that you never even knew