i'm not trying to act the same when similar events occur, but that is sort of how it goes i think. i wouldn't go so far as to say i have no decision or choice in the matter, but i also don't blame myself entirely.
i don't worry about too many things, but when i find one of the few things it stays with me until it is either resolved or i can't deal with it anymore.
this sounds a bit depressing and somewhat down. i only mean to catalog it, so that when i find it again in a year, or three, i will be able to remember that it isn't a new thing, and that it is not an impass.
things will continue in one direction or another. and nothing will change.
"i should have known
it was a beast, simone.." -e.c.
she was no ordinary girl