i turn twenty-four in a few days and having just thought about it, i guess it is odd to be as close to thirty as i am to eighteen. but i rarely think about my age. and i still feel like i'm in the head of a sixteen year old. not a good thing, but i don't know how to change that.
there was a line in a movie i saw some months ago, and then again recently, The more you know who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset you. i try to not let things upset me, but i have no real idea what i want. just a mash of things that i would like, but that cannot all happen at the same time. i have too many wants, and no idea what i should want.
sometimes i find particular metaphors to be funny.
or well put.
but mostly. i'd rather just hear about what is actually occurring. i feel foggy.
"it's not hard to grow
when you know that you just don't know" -d.r.
just give me time