i was part of the wedding of my friend, who has been since we were 2. i found a lot to resent today. not out of jealosy or bitterness towards his happiness, just little things that seemed quite harsh. in fact, sitting at one point, i had started going through them in my head so i could list them all here and then people would know of the vile mistreatment. [or that i am an arse, at least.]

but as i left, a few minutes ago, tuxedo kit in hand, i got a hug and a "thanks" from two people who are the only best friends i have that are twice my age. and they don't even know it.

so the rest isn't really important.


"i'll be the platform shoes
undo what heredity's done to you:
you won't have to strain to look into my eyes" -t.p.s.


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