i always wonder about eyes meeting across rooms or meeting someone and falling into immediate conversation that lets you know you want to talk again and kiss the lips that are moving in words and smiles and breaths. but people have to know me, i have to know them, first. that proves problematic for people i see once and never again. beside the fact i've had chances and messed them up. so i can't actually complain.
i don't even know how to say anything..
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"to tread this fantasy, openly,
what have i done.
oh, this uncertainty
is taking me over,
is taking me over,
is taking me over." -p.
leave it to the other girls, to play