looking down yesterday, at a shirt i recently bought, the thought began to form that it was a shame that i didn't buy another as they were produced in limited quantity (not in a special way, in a 'produced to meet demand and nothing extra' way) and this one would wear out eventually. but before the thought was completely formed i brushed it aside.
i used to be much more concerned with wanting--if not things to stay as they are, then--at least for continuity. i think that has been reflected in my personality and demeanor as well. i can be slow to adapt, move on, change at times. though i think i'm getting better. i am enjoying using up the passing moments more now than trying to prolong them. i feel like i have a long way to go, but who doesn't.
or we can just leave it here