i know i've said (or thought) this before but i would love to zap out of existence for a while and come back. i'm not stressed; i'm not one of those people whose mind is always on; and everything is fine. i'd just like to let go of everything. everything. for a while. and then come back. (which i realize may be the single most selfish thing i've ever wanted.) i think my priorities would be better. maybe not.