i haven't cooked for myself in what is rapidly approaching a month. i think about it at times. i will go to the kitchen and look, but then i feel uneasy or unsettled or anxious or maybe even scared. and i'm aware that it's a reaction that i could simply step through, i don't.
i never felt like there was enough time in the day, before. now time disappears in great chunks. hours slip by due to nothing much.
i've thought about it.
-
you are part, of every thing