prosaic

i don't know if i've just gotten very bad at complaining, [though i'd guess people who know me would say that isn't the case,] or i'm just getting very bad at reporting.

in case it is the latter, here is an update.. i'm not having a good day. it is uncertainty and no reassurance. i feel like it should be getting easier, and instead it seems to be becoming more difficult.

i think that maybe optimism and idiocy overlap, because i feel both.

"and solace
seems so
far aa-way." -b.e.b.