prosaic

not that the muppets do that much of late, with exception of sesame street, but has anyone noticed how bad the voices have become? i'm sure this has to do with original puppeteers retiring or dying and replacements seeking to copy the voices. i imagine the crop of puppeteers isn't all that big and finding one with good physical skills and passable voice is better than a non-moving puppet sounding like they used to. it's probably time to move on anyway.

i turn twenty-four in a few days and having just thought about it, i guess it is odd to be as close to thirty as i am to eighteen. but i rarely think about my age. and i still feel like i'm in the head of a sixteen year old. not a good thing, but i don't know how to change that.

there was a line in a movie i saw some months ago, and then again recently, The more you know who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset you. i try to not let things upset me, but i have no real idea what i want. just a mash of things that i would like, but that cannot all happen at the same time. i have too many wants, and no idea what i should want.

sometimes i find particular metaphors to be funny.
or well put.
but mostly. i'd rather just hear about what is actually occurring. i feel foggy.

"it's not hard to grow
when you know that you just don't know" -d.r.