last august [99] i met someone who honestly changed my life. i had gotten to the point where i could keep everything at a distance, and i did. insert stupid things i did here. basically i left the situation and her.

hmm, to the point, i saw her for the first time in 8 months on wednesday evening. i can't remember being so nervous meeting someone (though the circumstances were/still are awkward). and i can't remember being so happy just sitting in the park talking with someone. she is currently in another state with her boyfriend, and i can only assume this will end painfully for me, but i deserve it.